1. |
Lotus
03:32
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I saw my body in a crimson field
Intoxicated by the horror and the glooming lights
Frozen is the emerald gaze
My death impending
I've never felt so much delight
Never felt so much delight
I saw my body in a crimson field
I want you to hurt me, cut me, hold me down and choke me
Spit blood in my face while you tell me that you love me
Bind me, beat me, whisper that you need me
Fill the void inside this empty vessel
Can you hear the silent whispers in your head?
I will show you the path to a perfect immortality
I'll disengage the toxins in your mind
I'll set you free from all your worries and anxieties
Don't look back now, don't be afraid now
Just close your eyes and I'll take your pain away
Please don't take my pain away
The only thing that's keeping me sane
It burns inside me day by day
Day by day, day by day
Please don't take my pain away
The only thing that's keeping me sane
It burns inside me day by day
Bury my body in the field of Lotus
I can feel the substances rushing through my veins
Eyes are restless, they spin out of control
My broken thoughts are the only reminiscence I hold
Of this empty feeling, hollow feeling, that I've sealed inside my broken soul
I don't know what the fuck is wrong with me
I guess I'm addicted to watching you bleed
This is the only thing that makes sense to me
Now bleed for me
I want you to hurt me, cut me, hold me down and choke me
Spit blood in my face while you tell me that you love me
Bind me, beat me, whisper that you need me
Fill the void inside this empty vessel
Please don't take my pain away
The only thing that's keeping me sane
It burns inside me day by day
Day by day, day by day
Please don't take my pain away
The only thing that's keeping me sane
It burns inside me day by day
Bury my body in the field of Lotus
Bury my body in the field of Lotus
Don't take my pain away
It burns inside me every single day
Day by day, day by day, day by day
It never fucking goes away, goes away, goes away
I can't fucking believe this
Why do I feel this?
Is this the only way I want to feel?
I'm stuck in my fucking head
Bleeding and I'm sinking into everlasting pleasure and
Don't take my pain away
Bury my body in the field of Lotus
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2. |
Toxic
03:34
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I knew you were trouble from the first time that I saw you
And I know I probably should have stayed away (no shit)
Well I guess it’s too bad that I’m attracted to destruction
Here we go again, here we go again
Deceived, dumbfound, disappointed
Please don’t forget about me
So just tell me if this pain remains
It’s eating me away, it’s eating me away
Can you feel it hurting?
Does it hurt you too?
Does it hurt you too?
Oh shit, it feels like I’m under your spell
Mesmerized, spellbound by your curse
And now I’m stuck in this prison you’ve made
Make it go away, make it go away, make it go away
So just tell me if this pain remains
It’s eating me away, it’s eating me away
Can you feel it hurting?
Does it hurt you too?
(Make it go away, make it go away)
It never fucking goes away
(It’s tearing me away, tearing me away)
From the inside out
It’s tearing me away (inside out)
It’s tearing me, get me out, get me out, out
Staring at your pale face
Feeling your hands as I freeze through my skin and bone
Can you feel the strain?
Can you feel the flame burning from inside?
It never goes away
Take me away to a place I belong
Silence is the only thing that waits for us in the end
So just tell me if this pain remains
It’s eating me away, it’s eating me away
Can you feel it hurting?
Does it hurt you too?
(Make it go away, make it go away)
It never fucking goes away
(It’s tearing me away, tearing me away)
From the inside out
It’s tearing me away (inside out)
It’s tearing me, get me out, get me out
Can you feel the strain?
Can you feel the flame burning from inside?
I can see your pain, you know it’s all in vain
You don’t need to suffer, you don’t have to fret
Just close your eyes and walk away with no regrets
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3. |
Nightmare
03:48
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I’ve been confined in my own shell for so long
Cannot even see my own reflection in the mirror
The years have taken its toll on this life
Yearning for the days much more simpler and kind
Do you remember your darkest memories
Crawling (I) and aching (will take) and crushing (your life) and burning
Twisting and turning, all wrapped up inside your mind
I can feel the darkness bursting from inside
Will I lose my mind, will I survive this everlasting horror
This is my darkest nightmare
Pierce my anxious heart and you’ll forever set me free
I’ve reached the point of no return
I’m just a shadow of my former self
Nothing can restore the failure of my sanity
Set me free
I can feel the darkness bursting from inside
Will I lose my mind or will I survive
This is my darkest nightmare
Pierce my anxious heart and you’ll forever set me free
This is my darkest nightmare
While I bleed I wonder if anyone will remember me
Will you remember me when I die
When I die
Will you remember
(die, die) remember me (die, die) when I die
(die, die) remember me (die, die) when I’m dead
I can feel the darkness bursting from inside
Will I lose my mind or will I survive this everlasting horror
This is my darkest nightmare
Pierce my anxious heart and you’ll forever set me free
This is my darkest nightmare
While I bleed I wonder if anyone will remember me
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4. |
Survival
03:19
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When all you’re left with is a razor in your hands
And a noose that’s hanging with your name on the wall
Even when you think that there is nothing left to live for
I’ll be by your side to watch you as you die
Don’t be afraid of being alone when the time comes
Life if is all the same - suffer and despair
I can see it in your eyes
Do you really want to end it all tonight (end it all)
I can see the light fading out you're so weak and pathetic (pathetic)
Is this the best you can do
Is this the best you can do
I tried to end it all but you won’t let me die
Even when I drown you bring me back to life
I tried to end it all but you won’t let me die
Even when I bleed I will survive
I can’t explain this horror that’s inside of me
Spreading around every inch of my insanity
How do I shut the voices inside my head
They don’t stop whispering end it all you’re better off dead
I tried to end it all but you won’t let me
Why won’t you set me free
Why won’t you set me free
This suffering has to end
What is the point of my existence
If all I do is hide, hide behind the fucking veil
All I’ve ever known is torment and despair
I tried to end it all but you won’t let me die
Even when I drown you bring me back to life
I tried to end it all but you won’t let me die
Even when I bleed I will survive
I tried to end it all but you won’t let me die
Even when I burn you bring me back to life
I tried to end it all but you won’t let me die
Even when I choke I will not die
You will survive
You can try and kill yourself but I won’t fucking let you die
I won’t let you die
Don’t bring me back to life, don’t bring me back to life
I tried to end it all but you won’t let me go and I’m lost inside
But you never let me fucking die
You will survive
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5. |
Scars
03:41
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In this place of insecurity
Deception slowly creeps inside of my mind
Where we only had each other
Your embrace was my only solace
You were my only shelter when I was scared
You were the light that dwelled inside the darkness
You were my everything I needed to survive
In this world of corruption
But now you're gone
Drowning in the pool of doubt
Strangled by the throughs within your mind
Sinking deeper and deeper inside the prison in my head
Can you reach my hand?
I keep trying to save you
But you shove me away
You pushed me away again
I keep trying to save you again and again
Sorrow chains the frailest of hearts
As it beats you down on your knees
It's hard to see the sunlight through the shadows of uncertainty
Where pain becomes the only sanctuary
It's hard to feel prosperity
When all your thoughts betray conformity
I keep trying to save you
But you shove me away
You pushed me away again
I keep trying to save you, save you
You won't let me see the scars
I keep trying to save you again and again
Why do I even care?
This is not a game
You just look the other fucking way
You never let me see the scars
How can I save you
When you won't even let me inside, inside your mind?
Why do I even fucking care?
I don't care, I don't care
When you won't even save yourself
I keep trying to save you
But you shove me away
You pushed me away again
I keep trying to save you again and again
But you shoved me away
You pushed me away
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6. |
Revenge
03:12
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I’ve been shouting at the top of my lungs
Hoping that my voice will crush your frozen soul
Did you even care to notice?
And let’s be honest, you didn’t give a shit
Well if it doesn’t really matter to you
And all the shit we’ve been through
Then why should I even give a fuck?
Look at me, lie to me, call me the enemy
And now I realize you were the end of me
All I ever wanted was revenge
But all I got was this fucking despair
All want is revenge (for what you did to me)
But all I get is despair (all I get is despair)
I, I tried so hard to make you understand
But all I’m left with are blackened tears and shattered dreams
These broken thoughts are all that I have
You took everything I had and left me alone
Will you even remember my face when my body is cold, buried six feet deep?
How can you cut away something you held so close ?
Do you even hurt, the way it aches inside my heart?
All want is revenge (for what you did to me)
But all I get is despair (all I get is despair)
I, I tried so hard to make you understand
But all I’m left with are blackened tears and shattered dreams
Falling and fading away every step that I take
Falling and fading away every step that I take
These shattered dreams are all that you’ve left me
Suicidal thoughts, I’m drowning in envy
The closer that I get the more I fall apart
Take a good look inside I’ll see through your disguise
Now that I realize, I don’t wanna feel this
I don’t wanna feel this, over and over again
All I want is revenge (for what you did to me)
But all I get is despair (but all I get is despair)
I, I tried so hard to make you understand
But all I’m left with are blackened tears and shattered dreams
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7. |
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How does it feel
When you disappear
And promise tonight’s not over?
Biting your tongue as you said enough
Like this was the last time
But what does it mean? The way you look at me
What does it mean? The way you look at me
The way you look at me tonight
Your eyes are coloring, coloring
My blackened dying world
Your lips are whispering, whispering
That I should end it all tonight
My frail form shatters under the weight of the oppression
Emptiness slowly creeps inside of my hollow soul
We’re living in a world without compassion
My mind is overflooding with self-hatred and despair
This is the emptiness that we have chained inside of ourselves
Your eyes are coloring, coloring
My blackened dying world
Your lips are whispering, whispering
That I should end it all tonight
I see the way you look at me
Your eyes are coloring, coloring
Your lips are whispering
My blackened dying world, dying world
Who would’ve thought that the ones you held so close
Would be the first to wrap their hands around your neck
I trust your lies with eyes on the back of my head
Eye, for your eyes
Calling me home, calling me home again
I wanna die, but where would I go?
Oh here we go again
It's just like you to call my bluff
Break me down and set me off
You know this is all just way too much
I don’t wanna let go of it already
Your eyes are coloring, coloring
My blackened dying world
Your lips are whispering, whispering
That I should end it all tonight
I see the way you look at me
I see the way you look at me
Your lips are whispering
Should I end it all tonight?
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8. |
Dehumanized
03:13
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We will never stop, we will never end
Searching for the answers that you can’t comprehend
We will never break and we will never sleep
You’re just a mindless flock of sheep
Follow the orders (you all are slaves)
Is this what you were designed for?
Follow the orders, this is your design
Step out of your cage and just open your eyes
Can’t you see that you’ve been dehumanized?
Realize that they’re feeding you nothing but lies
Realize that you’re trapped in this system
So just open your eyes
You’re just a cog in the wheel
Surrendering your freedom for complacency
You cannot escape from this hell
And the only way out is to kill yourself
God won’t be there when you cry for help
Liberate, exonerate, kill yourself
We will never stop, we will never end
Searching for the answers that you can’t comprehend
We will never break and we will never sleep
You’re just a mindless flock of sheep
Are you fucking scared of dying, afraid of trying?
Return to this system on which you are relying
You cannot thrive, you won’t survive
This is your damnation, you’ll never come back alive
Don’t expect to survive, you'll never come back alive
We’re all trapped in this system
So don’t open your fucking eyes
And the only way out is to kill your fucking self
Follow the orders, this is your design
Step out of your cage and just open your eyes
Can’t you see that you’ve been dehumanized
Realize that they’re feeding you nothing but lies
Disassociate, this is what you’ve made of me
Can’t you see that you’ve been dehumanized?
It will never stop, it will never end
Searching for salvation your will never fucking get
Disassociate
And the only way out is to kill yourself
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9. |
Illusions
03:40
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It was so long ago I can’t remember anymore
Is this reality or am I losing my mind?
It seems like nothing ever changes (ever changes)
Feels like this city’s staring back at me
We’re trapped in this steel cage, we cannot escape
We’re stuck in this cycle, we do not embrace
We’re trapped in this steel cage, we cannot escape
We’re stuck in this cycle, we do not embrace
Bring me closer to your eyes
Watch me fade from existence
Slowly you will realize
That reality is the illusion
Take a good look you’ll realize (realize)
We’re machines set to slave away
Crushed by the burdens of society
We place our hopes in thoughts and prayers
Thoughts and prayers
Only to realize that we’re all alone
Fucking realize, we’re all alone
Bring me closer to your eyes
Watch me fade from existence
Slowly you will realize
That reality is the illusion
Bring me closer to your eyes
Watch me fade from existence
Slowly you will realize
That reality is the illusion
Fall on your knees and soak in the pain
You’re just a pawn, a pawn in this game
You won’t amount to anything
This is the fate that we have to accept
Only to realize that we’re all alone, all alone
Seems like nothing ever changes
Feels like this city’s staring back at me
Bring me closer to your eyes
Watch me fade from existence
Slowly you will realize
That reality is the illusion
Bring me closer to your eyes
Watch me fade from existence
Slowly you will realize
That reality is the illusion
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10. |
Neo-Yakuza
03:10
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Neo yakuza a a a a a a
Neo yakuza a a a a a a
Cyber katana a a a a a
Cyber katana a a a a a
Toe tag body bag too late to wave a white flag
That's what happens if you fucking brag brag brag
Neo yakuza a a a a a a
Neo yakuza a a a a a a
No trust, no hope for humanity
All these pieces of shit be draining my energy
Fuck your enemies fuck your friends and all these pussies acting tough in bands
No one gives a fuck about you
Do you understand what I'm saying little bitch?
Stay poor playing slam while I am getting rich
I never swing first but I always swing hard
If you keep talking shit you'll be going to the graveyard
Can't you comprehend that your music sucks dick
Your underground noise is never getting big
Everything successful must be fucking rigged, right?
Cause the shit that you put out is so fucking lit, aight.
Neo yakuza a a a a a a
Neo yakuza a a a a a a
Cyber katana a a a a a
Cyber katana a a a a a
Toe tag body bag too late to wave a white flag
That's what happens if you fucking brag brag brag
Neo yakuza a a a a a a
Neo yakuza a a a a a a
No pain no gain
No trust just hate
No love no hope
You fucking worthless mope
Ay ay ay ay ay listen up
There was a time when I thought you weren't so fucking dumb
Now you're mad and you cry cause you don't like this song
Well, cry, cry, cry, you'll never get what you need
We'll, die, die, die, before we bend and submit
If this is what you want bitch drop it in the comments
Pig squeals, breakdowns, don't even get me started
Neo yakuza a a a a a a
Neo yakuza a a a a a a
Cyber katana a a a a a
Cyber katana a a a a a
Toe tag body bag too late to wave a white flag
That's what happens if you fucking brag brag brag
Neo yakuza a a a a a a
Neo yakuza a a a a a a
Fuck everything and everyone
We just don't give a fuck
Just do your own fucking thing
No one gives a shit and neither should you
Neo yakuza a a a a a a
Neo yakuza a a a a a a
Cyber katana a a a a a
Cyber katana a a a a a a a a a a
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11. |
P.O.P.
03:13
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I’ll kill and slaughter everyone in my way
I’ll kill and slaughter, leave no fucking remains
With my hands I open your throat
Try crying for help and choke on your blood
And just before you collapse
I’ll make you feel all the pleasures of pain
I’ll make you feel the pleasures of pain
Kill and slaughter, slaughter and kill
I can hear the voices in my head
Kill and slaughter, slaughter and kill
I’ll kill everyone in my way
Kill and slaughter everyone in my way
How can you call this insanity
When all I feel is delight?
How can say this is torture?
They’re just a bunch of scum
You all are scum
Can’t you see you are fucking scum?
You worthless piece of shit
I’ll make you feel the pleasures of pain
You all are scum
Kill and slaughter, slaughter and kill
I can hear the voices in my head
Kill and slaughter, slaughter and kill
And just before you collapse I’ll
Kill and slaughter, slaughter and kill
I can hear the voices in my head
Kill and slaughter, slaughter and kill
I’ll kill everyone in my way
Kill and slaughter everyone in my way
This is not insanity I can hear the voices screaming in my head
My desire for damnation this is not a fantasy
You all are scum
You fucking piece of shit
You fucking scum
You scum
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12. |
Ultima
03:10
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