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1.
Lotus 03:32
I saw my body in a crimson field Intoxicated by the horror and the glooming lights Frozen is the emerald gaze My death impending I've never felt so much delight Never felt so much delight I saw my body in a crimson field I want you to hurt me, cut me, hold me down and choke me Spit blood in my face while you tell me that you love me Bind me, beat me, whisper that you need me Fill the void inside this empty vessel Can you hear the silent whispers in your head? I will show you the path to a perfect immortality I'll disengage the toxins in your mind I'll set you free from all your worries and anxieties Don't look back now, don't be afraid now Just close your eyes and I'll take your pain away Please don't take my pain away The only thing that's keeping me sane It burns inside me day by day Day by day, day by day Please don't take my pain away The only thing that's keeping me sane It burns inside me day by day Bury my body in the field of Lotus I can feel the substances rushing through my veins Eyes are restless, they spin out of control My broken thoughts are the only reminiscence I hold Of this empty feeling, hollow feeling, that I've sealed inside my broken soul I don't know what the fuck is wrong with me I guess I'm addicted to watching you bleed This is the only thing that makes sense to me Now bleed for me I want you to hurt me, cut me, hold me down and choke me Spit blood in my face while you tell me that you love me Bind me, beat me, whisper that you need me Fill the void inside this empty vessel Please don't take my pain away The only thing that's keeping me sane It burns inside me day by day Day by day, day by day Please don't take my pain away The only thing that's keeping me sane It burns inside me day by day Bury my body in the field of Lotus Bury my body in the field of Lotus Don't take my pain away It burns inside me every single day Day by day, day by day, day by day It never fucking goes away, goes away, goes away I can't fucking believe this Why do I feel this? Is this the only way I want to feel? I'm stuck in my fucking head Bleeding and I'm sinking into everlasting pleasure and Don't take my pain away Bury my body in the field of Lotus
2.
Toxic 03:34
I knew you were trouble from the first time that I saw you And I know I probably should have stayed away (no shit) Well I guess it’s too bad that I’m attracted to destruction Here we go again, here we go again Deceived, dumbfound, disappointed Please don’t forget about me So just tell me if this pain remains It’s eating me away, it’s eating me away Can you feel it hurting? Does it hurt you too? Does it hurt you too? Oh shit, it feels like I’m under your spell Mesmerized, spellbound by your curse And now I’m stuck in this prison you’ve made Make it go away, make it go away, make it go away So just tell me if this pain remains It’s eating me away, it’s eating me away Can you feel it hurting? Does it hurt you too? (Make it go away, make it go away) It never fucking goes away (It’s tearing me away, tearing me away) From the inside out It’s tearing me away (inside out) It’s tearing me, get me out, get me out, out Staring at your pale face Feeling your hands as I freeze through my skin and bone Can you feel the strain? Can you feel the flame burning from inside? It never goes away Take me away to a place I belong Silence is the only thing that waits for us in the end So just tell me if this pain remains It’s eating me away, it’s eating me away Can you feel it hurting? Does it hurt you too? (Make it go away, make it go away) It never fucking goes away (It’s tearing me away, tearing me away) From the inside out It’s tearing me away (inside out) It’s tearing me, get me out, get me out Can you feel the strain? Can you feel the flame burning from inside? I can see your pain, you know it’s all in vain You don’t need to suffer, you don’t have to fret Just close your eyes and walk away with no regrets
3.
Nightmare 03:48
I’ve been confined in my own shell for so long Cannot even see my own reflection in the mirror The years have taken its toll on this life Yearning for the days much more simpler and kind Do you remember your darkest memories Crawling (I) and aching (will take) and crushing (your life) and burning Twisting and turning, all wrapped up inside your mind I can feel the darkness bursting from inside Will I lose my mind, will I survive this everlasting horror This is my darkest nightmare Pierce my anxious heart and you’ll forever set me free I’ve reached the point of no return I’m just a shadow of my former self Nothing can restore the failure of my sanity Set me free I can feel the darkness bursting from inside Will I lose my mind or will I survive This is my darkest nightmare Pierce my anxious heart and you’ll forever set me free This is my darkest nightmare While I bleed I wonder if anyone will remember me Will you remember me when I die When I die Will you remember (die, die) remember me (die, die) when I die (die, die) remember me (die, die) when I’m dead I can feel the darkness bursting from inside Will I lose my mind or will I survive this everlasting horror This is my darkest nightmare Pierce my anxious heart and you’ll forever set me free This is my darkest nightmare While I bleed I wonder if anyone will remember me
4.
Survival 03:19
When all you’re left with is a razor in your hands And a noose that’s hanging with your name on the wall Even when you think that there is nothing left to live for I’ll be by your side to watch you as you die Don’t be afraid of being alone when the time comes Life if is all the same - suffer and despair I can see it in your eyes Do you really want to end it all tonight (end it all) I can see the light fading out you're so weak and pathetic (pathetic) Is this the best you can do Is this the best you can do I tried to end it all but you won’t let me die Even when I drown you bring me back to life I tried to end it all but you won’t let me die Even when I bleed I will survive I can’t explain this horror that’s inside of me Spreading around every inch of my insanity How do I shut the voices inside my head They don’t stop whispering end it all you’re better off dead I tried to end it all but you won’t let me Why won’t you set me free Why won’t you set me free This suffering has to end What is the point of my existence If all I do is hide, hide behind the fucking veil All I’ve ever known is torment and despair I tried to end it all but you won’t let me die Even when I drown you bring me back to life I tried to end it all but you won’t let me die Even when I bleed I will survive I tried to end it all but you won’t let me die Even when I burn you bring me back to life I tried to end it all but you won’t let me die Even when I choke I will not die You will survive You can try and kill yourself but I won’t fucking let you die I won’t let you die Don’t bring me back to life, don’t bring me back to life I tried to end it all but you won’t let me go and I’m lost inside But you never let me fucking die You will survive
5.
Scars 03:41
In this place of insecurity Deception slowly creeps inside of my mind Where we only had each other Your embrace was my only solace You were my only shelter when I was scared You were the light that dwelled inside the darkness You were my everything I needed to survive In this world of corruption But now you're gone Drowning in the pool of doubt Strangled by the throughs within your mind Sinking deeper and deeper inside the prison in my head Can you reach my hand? I keep trying to save you But you shove me away You pushed me away again I keep trying to save you again and again Sorrow chains the frailest of hearts As it beats you down on your knees It's hard to see the sunlight through the shadows of uncertainty Where pain becomes the only sanctuary It's hard to feel prosperity When all your thoughts betray conformity I keep trying to save you But you shove me away You pushed me away again I keep trying to save you, save you You won't let me see the scars I keep trying to save you again and again Why do I even care? This is not a game You just look the other fucking way You never let me see the scars How can I save you When you won't even let me inside, inside your mind? Why do I even fucking care? I don't care, I don't care When you won't even save yourself I keep trying to save you But you shove me away You pushed me away again I keep trying to save you again and again But you shoved me away You pushed me away
6.
Revenge 03:12
I’ve been shouting at the top of my lungs Hoping that my voice will crush your frozen soul Did you even care to notice? And let’s be honest, you didn’t give a shit Well if it doesn’t really matter to you And all the shit we’ve been through Then why should I even give a fuck? Look at me, lie to me, call me the enemy And now I realize you were the end of me All I ever wanted was revenge But all I got was this fucking despair All want is revenge (for what you did to me) But all I get is despair (all I get is despair) I, I tried so hard to make you understand But all I’m left with are blackened tears and shattered dreams These broken thoughts are all that I have You took everything I had and left me alone Will you even remember my face when my body is cold, buried six feet deep? How can you cut away something you held so close ? Do you even hurt, the way it aches inside my heart? All want is revenge (for what you did to me) But all I get is despair (all I get is despair) I, I tried so hard to make you understand But all I’m left with are blackened tears and shattered dreams Falling and fading away every step that I take Falling and fading away every step that I take These shattered dreams are all that you’ve left me Suicidal thoughts, I’m drowning in envy The closer that I get the more I fall apart Take a good look inside I’ll see through your disguise Now that I realize, I don’t wanna feel this I don’t wanna feel this, over and over again All I want is revenge (for what you did to me) But all I get is despair (but all I get is despair) I, I tried so hard to make you understand But all I’m left with are blackened tears and shattered dreams
7.
How does it feel When you disappear And promise tonight’s not over? Biting your tongue as you said enough Like this was the last time But what does it mean? The way you look at me What does it mean? The way you look at me The way you look at me tonight Your eyes are coloring, coloring My blackened dying world Your lips are whispering, whispering That I should end it all tonight My frail form shatters under the weight of the oppression Emptiness slowly creeps inside of my hollow soul We’re living in a world without compassion My mind is overflooding with self-hatred and despair This is the emptiness that we have chained inside of ourselves Your eyes are coloring, coloring My blackened dying world Your lips are whispering, whispering That I should end it all tonight I see the way you look at me Your eyes are coloring, coloring Your lips are whispering My blackened dying world, dying world Who would’ve thought that the ones you held so close Would be the first to wrap their hands around your neck I trust your lies with eyes on the back of my head Eye, for your eyes Calling me home, calling me home again I wanna die, but where would I go? Oh here we go again It's just like you to call my bluff Break me down and set me off You know this is all just way too much I don’t wanna let go of it already Your eyes are coloring, coloring My blackened dying world Your lips are whispering, whispering That I should end it all tonight I see the way you look at me I see the way you look at me Your lips are whispering Should I end it all tonight?
8.
Dehumanized 03:13
We will never stop, we will never end Searching for the answers that you can’t comprehend We will never break and we will never sleep You’re just a mindless flock of sheep Follow the orders (you all are slaves) Is this what you were designed for? Follow the orders, this is your design Step out of your cage and just open your eyes Can’t you see that you’ve been dehumanized? Realize that they’re feeding you nothing but lies Realize that you’re trapped in this system So just open your eyes You’re just a cog in the wheel Surrendering your freedom for complacency You cannot escape from this hell And the only way out is to kill yourself God won’t be there when you cry for help Liberate, exonerate, kill yourself We will never stop, we will never end Searching for the answers that you can’t comprehend We will never break and we will never sleep You’re just a mindless flock of sheep Are you fucking scared of dying, afraid of trying? Return to this system on which you are relying You cannot thrive, you won’t survive This is your damnation, you’ll never come back alive Don’t expect to survive, you'll never come back alive We’re all trapped in this system So don’t open your fucking eyes And the only way out is to kill your fucking self Follow the orders, this is your design Step out of your cage and just open your eyes Can’t you see that you’ve been dehumanized Realize that they’re feeding you nothing but lies Disassociate, this is what you’ve made of me Can’t you see that you’ve been dehumanized? It will never stop, it will never end Searching for salvation your will never fucking get Disassociate And the only way out is to kill yourself
9.
Illusions 03:40
It was so long ago I can’t remember anymore Is this reality or am I losing my mind? It seems like nothing ever changes (ever changes) Feels like this city’s staring back at me We’re trapped in this steel cage, we cannot escape We’re stuck in this cycle, we do not embrace We’re trapped in this steel cage, we cannot escape We’re stuck in this cycle, we do not embrace Bring me closer to your eyes Watch me fade from existence Slowly you will realize That reality is the illusion Take a good look you’ll realize (realize) We’re machines set to slave away Crushed by the burdens of society We place our hopes in thoughts and prayers Thoughts and prayers Only to realize that we’re all alone Fucking realize, we’re all alone Bring me closer to your eyes Watch me fade from existence Slowly you will realize That reality is the illusion Bring me closer to your eyes Watch me fade from existence Slowly you will realize That reality is the illusion Fall on your knees and soak in the pain You’re just a pawn, a pawn in this game You won’t amount to anything This is the fate that we have to accept Only to realize that we’re all alone, all alone Seems like nothing ever changes Feels like this city’s staring back at me Bring me closer to your eyes Watch me fade from existence Slowly you will realize That reality is the illusion Bring me closer to your eyes Watch me fade from existence Slowly you will realize That reality is the illusion
10.
Neo-Yakuza 03:10
Neo yakuza a a a a a a Neo yakuza a a a a a a Cyber katana a a a a a Cyber katana a a a a a Toe tag body bag too late to wave a white flag That's what happens if you fucking brag brag brag Neo yakuza a a a a a a Neo yakuza a a a a a a No trust, no hope for humanity All these pieces of shit be draining my energy Fuck your enemies fuck your friends and all these pussies acting tough in bands No one gives a fuck about you Do you understand what I'm saying little bitch? Stay poor playing slam while I am getting rich I never swing first but I always swing hard If you keep talking shit you'll be going to the graveyard Can't you comprehend that your music sucks dick Your underground noise is never getting big Everything successful must be fucking rigged, right? Cause the shit that you put out is so fucking lit, aight. Neo yakuza a a a a a a Neo yakuza a a a a a a Cyber katana a a a a a Cyber katana a a a a a Toe tag body bag too late to wave a white flag That's what happens if you fucking brag brag brag Neo yakuza a a a a a a Neo yakuza a a a a a a No pain no gain No trust just hate No love no hope You fucking worthless mope Ay ay ay ay ay listen up There was a time when I thought you weren't so fucking dumb Now you're mad and you cry cause you don't like this song Well, cry, cry, cry, you'll never get what you need We'll, die, die, die, before we bend and submit If this is what you want bitch drop it in the comments Pig squeals, breakdowns, don't even get me started Neo yakuza a a a a a a Neo yakuza a a a a a a Cyber katana a a a a a Cyber katana a a a a a Toe tag body bag too late to wave a white flag That's what happens if you fucking brag brag brag Neo yakuza a a a a a a Neo yakuza a a a a a a Fuck everything and everyone We just don't give a fuck Just do your own fucking thing No one gives a shit and neither should you Neo yakuza a a a a a a Neo yakuza a a a a a a Cyber katana a a a a a Cyber katana a a a a a a a a a a
11.
P.O.P. 03:13
I’ll kill and slaughter everyone in my way I’ll kill and slaughter, leave no fucking remains With my hands I open your throat Try crying for help and choke on your blood And just before you collapse I’ll make you feel all the pleasures of pain I’ll make you feel the pleasures of pain Kill and slaughter, slaughter and kill I can hear the voices in my head Kill and slaughter, slaughter and kill I’ll kill everyone in my way Kill and slaughter everyone in my way How can you call this insanity When all I feel is delight? How can say this is torture? They’re just a bunch of scum You all are scum Can’t you see you are fucking scum? You worthless piece of shit I’ll make you feel the pleasures of pain You all are scum Kill and slaughter, slaughter and kill I can hear the voices in my head Kill and slaughter, slaughter and kill And just before you collapse I’ll Kill and slaughter, slaughter and kill I can hear the voices in my head Kill and slaughter, slaughter and kill I’ll kill everyone in my way Kill and slaughter everyone in my way This is not insanity I can hear the voices screaming in my head My desire for damnation this is not a fantasy You all are scum You fucking piece of shit You fucking scum You scum
12.
Ultima 03:10

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released September 30, 2022

Produced and written by Within Destruction
Co-produced by Federico Ascari
Engineered by Federico Ascari
Mix/Master Jeff Dunne
Artwork by Pedram Mohammadi

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